Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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I quit Mirtazapine after 6 weeks of use, which all set in over night. It felt as if a switch had been flipped. ... I was never fine again. ... My symptoms range from derealization, anhedonia, apathy, emotional blunting, complete loss of libido, pronounced fatigue ... cognitive impairment, and more. ... I would describe my last 18 years feeling like I am in a walking coma.
Cause
mirtazapine 6 weeks at age 15 (2007); overnight switch. Later skin biopsy: autoimmune autonomic small fiber neuropathy with autoantibodies; neurologist tied PSSD symptoms to SFN. IVIG/rituximab/plasmapheresis denied by insurance.
Duration
18 years at writing (age 33); never fine again after the 2007 crash
Recovery notes
Misdiagnosed for years; PSSD named ~6 years before writing. Inuspheresis failed. Crash after a research chemical worsened remaining quality of life. Registered with an assisted-suicide association. ADJACENT: anhedonia/blunting/apathy and cognitive impairment plus 'walking coma' / flipped switch; no classic no-inner-monologue line.
Source URL
https://www.pssdnetwork.org/patient-spotlight/charlot

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