Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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I took this medication for 4 days and developed a total disconnection with emotions... After 25 days I developed an anxiety disorder, blank mind... persistent symptoms are... anhedonia... cognitive impairment... I don't even recognize myself anymore and I feel like a person totally lobotomized by these drugs.
Cause
sertraline 4 days (stress/anxiety) then 25 days later blank mind; escitalopram then Pristiq+Seroquel+pregabalin ~15 days; Wellbutrin 6 weeks. Attributes PSSD/lobotomy to the antidepressants, not prior depression (says none).
Duration
short exposures (days–weeks); 'a long time has passed' at writing with persistent symptoms; exact off-date not given
Recovery notes
Wellbutrin reversed sexual dysfunction ~20%. 'I believe my emotions have returned but they are not how they used to be.' Persistent: anhedonia, cognitive impairment, genital pain/anorgasmia, tinnitus, 'totally lobotomized.' Family/doctors still call it depression.
Source URL
https://www.pssdnetwork.org/patient-spotlight/alejandro-2

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