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Blankedonia Database

A public archive of blank-mind and emotional-numbness cases

First-person reports gathered from forums, essays, and communities describe a quiet, hard-to-name state: a blanked mind paired with emotional numbness. This site documents those accounts as they were written — with links back to original sources. It is not medical advice.

Archive at a glance

496

Total cases

524

Source posts

46

Recovered

66

Partial

270

Not recovered

114

Unknown

473

Both symptoms clear

Drawn from 156 source sites. Each case is one person: repeat posts and crossposts by the same person are combined into one case where known. Counts update from the case JSON. How cases are collected

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What the cases suggest

A summary of all 496 cases: what people attribute the blank mind and numb emotions to, when it starts, how often recovery is reported, and the leading hypotheses for where it comes from. This is an AI-generated interpretation of the data, not medical advice or a clinical conclusion.

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Recoveredmadinamerica.com
“Gradually, I lost the ability to feel emotions, both positive and negative. Everything became indifferent, empty... Most of the time, I lay in a state of severe depersonalization and numbness... Cogn…”

Cause: sertraline (abrupt then slower discontinuation); protracted withdrawal + PSSD

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Not recoveredrxisk.org
“I'm so used to having numb emotions and poor cognitive abilities now... I'm starting to worry that I'll have to live with this foggy, empty head for the rest of my life... I never feel really happy a…”

Cause: fluoxetine (Prozac); two years after stopping

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Unknowndpselfhelp.com
“I rarely feel any emotion, mostly sadness, but it still feels like it's far away... what disturbs me the most would be the lack of inner monologue/thoughts... I simply feel like I am just existing.”

Cause: paroxetine (Seroxat) discontinuation Nov 2014, then Feb panic + ~3 weeks insomnia; thought-process stopped; framed as DP

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