Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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46-lauren-pssdnetwork-mirtazapine

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I have felt what can only be described as a 'brain dead, zombie.' Since then, I have led an existence void of any emotion and have severe anhedonia. I cannot feel happiness, sadness, grief, excitement, pleasure. Nothing... I often can't get a thought in my head... I no longer feel like a human.
Cause
mirtazapine 15mg from 6 Dec 2022 (~3 weeks) then abrupt stop; frames as PSSD + protracted withdrawal. Distinct person from case 16 (Mad in Canada Lauren / 12-year SSRIs).
Duration
onset 27 Dec 2022; still ill 'over a year on' at writing (through 2023 into at least 2024); ~6 months mostly bedbound
Recovery notes
Last known still brain-dead/zombie, anhedonic, can't get a thought in her head. Returned to NHS work with difficulty. Doctors denied drug causation. No treatment credited.
Source URL
https://www.pssdnetwork.org/patient-spotlight/lauren

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