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Shortly after discontinuing, it brought even more devastating effects throughout my body. I lost my sense of smell, touch throughout my body, libido, taste, along with emotions, ability to visualize mental images, and numerous other cognitive impairments. Its been about 6 years since I took one of those pills, and I still have not improved.
Cause
sertraline/Zoloft 25mg, 30 pills (~1 month) at age 16 for social anxiety after a move; genital anesthesia from the first pill; crash worse after cold turkey. Attributes persistent state to the SSRI/PSSD.
Duration
~6 years at writing (age 22); no improvement claimed
Recovery notes
Psychiatrist told first-pill genital numbness was anxiety that would clear. Sensation never came back. Lost smell, touch, libido, taste, emotions, visualization, and other cognition. Last known still ill.
Source URL
https://www.pssdnetwork.org/patient-spotlight/leo

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