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My thoughts were slow and muddled, and my emotions flattened... a numbness that made it impossible to feel joy or motivation... Once I stopped taking the antidepressants... My mind became clearer, my thoughts sharper, and my emotional presence returned. The fog of fatigue, confusion, and numbness lifted.
Cause
Zoloft then Prozac for complex PTSD (on-drug flattening); taper unsupervised
Duration
years on antidepressants; recovered after stopping (timeline of off-drug return not quantified beyond first time in years)
Recovery notes
Credits stopping the pills; mindfulness, journaling, self-reflection. Taper was hard (dizziness, anxiety, turbulence) with no NHS follow-up. Cognitive pole is slow/muddled thoughts and fog, not classic no inner monologue.
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