Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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My symptoms came on after an episode of psychosis, and i've had a weird feeling ever since. It feels like im no longer human, i no longer experience a 'self',and haven't for 6 months. ... Im on an antipsychotic. ... I have severe emotional flatlining-the inability to experience emotions. These include emotions when you're relaxing, emotions in relation to memories, emotions to events that are happening around you, including grieving and anxiety. ... Brain feels blank and no spontaneous or important thoughts occur throughout the day at all. i can't ponder the universe anymore, or daydream. ... No inner dialogue that ponders about my future or past or present.
Cause
Reddit r/Psychosis first-person OP (also crossposted r/dpdr 9z96r4 — same person, not separately logged): symptoms after an episode of psychosis; on an antipsychotic at posting. Attributes severe emotional flatlining (inability to experience emotions including grieving/anxiety) + brain blank with no spontaneous thoughts / no inner dialogue / can't daydream to post-psychosis state while on antipsychotic. Unused r/Psychosis (≠ Antipsychiatry/covidlonghaulers). Live Reddit 403; quote from search-index OP excerpt.
Duration
~6 months without experiencing a 'self' / blank+flatlining at posting after psychosis; still on antipsychotic
Recovery notes
No recovery claimed. Asking for help; hopeless. Reply described ~1.5 years post drug-induced (vyvanse/weed) psychosis with only marginal improvement (not this OP). No later OP recovery update in available excerpts.
Source URL
https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychosis/comments/9z96uc/blank_mind_anhedonia_symptoms/

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