“Trigger warning; bad experience Fluoxetine has completely altered my brain chemistry and erased my emotions. I took it for little less than 2 months. I did not like the blunting effect so I came off of it. Its been now 5 months since my last pill and I have never felt like myself again. My whole personality is gone and I cant recognize my own body anymore. I became from someone who was really sensitive and caring, to a numb zombie. My cognition and memory is also really bad (used to be very sharp and analytical). I experience severe emotional blunting, a blank mind and numbed sensations. My brain feels completely injured and numb. I cant feel tired. Cant feel blood flow in it, cant feel alcohol / cafeïne / emotions in my head. Its like stuck in a very tightly or rigidly calibrated state. My brain feels like it is made of stone. Other days parts feel missing or hollow. I don’t understand a human brain can even feel this way. Searched for my symptoms and came across PSSD, people suffering from this for YEARS. What a nightmare. Biggest regret of my life. I was very hesitant taking it in the first place. Hate myself for not listening to my gut. For everyone here; if you doubt too much to start medication DONT take it. Listen to your gut. I know it can help people, but it also hurts people (like me). Have others experienced this as well and recovered more quickly? Every day is a struggle and my head hurts almost 24/7. This is way worse than my anxiety /OCD :(. I feel like there is a thick blanket over me that does not lift.”
“Currently on olanzipine but trying to taper off it, my mind is blank, I have no thoughts no emotions I don't know what to say to people I'm constantly zoned out. I can't remember anything short term…”
Cause: Olanzapine (Zyprexa), forced on in hospital, 17.5 mg/day for nearly a year (sertraline added after reporting feeling nu…
View case →“Its driving me nuts...to have completely blank mind all the time. Its like my brain is not working anymore after all this medications i had., Zyprexa, loqueen, seroquel, Abilify Maintena, Vraylar. I…”
Cause: Antipsychotics: Xeplion/Invega (paliperidone) injections for 9 months, then Abilify Maintena; she also lists Zyprexa, L…
View case →“I’ve been on it for 2 months. First month of 9mg oral and now I’m taking 3mg oral for about another month. * Blank mind - feeling like you have no thoughts * auditory issues - can’t block out noise,…”
Cause: Reddit r/Antipsychiatry first-person OP u/Smart_Literature2003: paliperidone oral 9 mg first month then 3 mg ~second mo…
View case →“Hello, I’m looking for people with a similar experience. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. For about 8 months I have had no spontaneous thoughts, no inner monologue, no emotions (anhedonia).…”
Cause: Reddit r/AskPsychiatry first-person OP (u/RefrigeratorHot7827): schizophrenia; treated with haloperidol, risperidone, c…
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