Author: u/Suzy1323
Open original source ↗“Its driving me nuts...to have completely blank mind all the time. Its like my brain is not working anymore after all this medications i had., Zyprexa, loqueen, seroquel, Abilify Maintena, Vraylar. I hate psychiatry...they ruined my life. I was very loving person and talkative and fun but now im just a mess without feelings without thoughts. I loved art and music and nature and animals, but now i cant feel the love, nothing brings me joy i cant feel pleasure...Im in tears everyday its the worst thing that ever happened to me...i dont believe i will get better , im being off medications for 4 months and no improvement 😞”
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“Its driving me nuts...to have completely blank mind all the time. Its like my brain is not working anymore after all this medications i had., Zyprexa, loqueen, seroquel, Abilify Maintena, Vraylar. I hate psychiatry...they ruined my life. I was very loving person and talkative and fun but now im just a mess without feelings without thoughts. I loved art and music and nature and animals, but now i cant feel the love, nothing brings me joy i cant feel pleasure...Im in tears everyday its the worst thing that ever happened to me...i dont believe i will get better , im being off medications for 4 months and no improvement 😞”
Open post ↗logged as 195-reddit-16d66vo-blank-mind-no-feelings-poly-ap
“Is recovery possible? I've been on Xeplion ( Invega ) for 9 months ( while ive been on it i lost my period and got high prolactine. I also get sexual dysfunction and slowly I lost all my emotions :( later they switch on Abilify Maintena because my side effects were unbereable they said Abilify Maintena would be better but It wasn't at all, after i start taking it my period returned and that was all...but side effects were still the same. 🫤 These drugs totally damaged my brain :( I dont feel any emotion, i got blank mind all the time, i got no energy , it feels like im not a human anymore, I also became so stupid. I dont want to be like this forever 🥺 is there any hope for me ??? I feel hopeless...no improvement after being off for 4 months...😫 Im taking Macuna and L-tyrosine but it doesnt help at all. Im really afraid this damage is permanent 🙄 Cant live without love , without joy , without happiness , without excitement for the rest of my life. If you only can, stay away of this awful drugs !!!!!”
Open post ↗logged as 202-reddit-16gtm6q-invega-abilify-maintena-blank-mind-no-emotion
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