Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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“Hi all, In 2019 I took fluoxetine for social anxiety for just 5 days before stopping. It was my first time taking any type of psychiatric medication and probably within hours of my very first pill, I experienced the blank mind/cognitive dysfunction symptom. I had no idea what was going on, just that my thoughts completely stopped suddenly. I was initially extremely distressed by this, but in time I was able to recover. I treated it as if it were just anxiety and tried my hardest to continue to live my life and make an effort to spend a lot of time with my girlfriend and friends. I think over the course of about a year, I slowly recovered until my blank mind was completely gone. My thoughts became 100% automatic and easy to hear again and I went back to being able to feel joy properly again. This lasted for 3 entire years until I had something happen in my personal life that caused an extreme amount of stress. This somehow triggered my blank mind again along with anhedonia. Stangely I wasn’t able to feel nicotine anymore when this switch flipped. I tried to treat it as anxiety again and I improved a bit over the course of that following year to a point where I could function well and be mostly content with my life, but I could still tell that I had lingering symptoms that sort of plateued there. Around July of last year I tried shrooms with friends for the first time in like a decade and actually had an amazing time and a lot of fun, but when i woke up the next day my symptoms had gotten significantly worse. My mind was even more blank than before and anhedonia became significantly worse and now i don’t even feel alcohol or anxiety properly. […]”
Cause
Reddit r/PSSD first-person OP u/9_Hour_Workday: fluoxetine ~5 days in 2019 for social anxiety (first psych med). Attributes sudden blank mind / thoughts completely stopped within hours of first pill; later stress-triggered relapse of blank mind + anhedonia; further crash after psilocybin. Unused PSSD fluoxetine BOTH (≠ known specialist-grape paroxetine / automatic-basil Prozac / Tomasz sertraline).s. Date ~Mar 2026 by Reddit ID between dated 1rjr4kn (3 Mar 2026) and 1smpp4p (16 Apr 2026).
Duration
Onset 2019 after ~5 days fluoxetine; ~1 year to first full blank-mind recovery with joy return; ~3 years well; stress relapse blank+anhedonia then partial plateau ~1 year; psilocybin crash July prior year worsened blank+anhedonia; still symptomatic at ~Mar 2026 posting
Recovery notes
First episode: recovered blank mind and joy over ~1 year via living/social push framed as anxiety. Stress relapse: partial functional improvement over ~1 year then plateau with lingering blank+anhedonia. Post-shrooms crash: worse blank+anhedonia; planning trauma/polyvagal/somatic approach. No full recovery claimed at posting. Enriched from arctic-shift full OP selftext (2026-09-13).
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https://www.reddit.com/r/PSSD/comments/1rszwoi/recovery_then_eventual_relapse_thoughts/

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