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In 2019 I took fluoxetine for social anxiety for just 5 days before stopping. ... within hours of my very first pill, I experienced the blank mind/cognitive dysfunction symptom. ... my thoughts completely stopped suddenly. ... over the course of about a year, I slowly recovered until my blank mind was completely gone. My thoughts became 100% automatic and easy to hear again and I went back to being able to feel joy properly again. This lasted for 3 entire years until ... extreme amount of stress. This somehow triggered my blank mind again along with anhedonia. ... [after shrooms] My mind was even more blank than before and anhedonia became significantly worse
Cause
Reddit r/PSSD first-person OP: fluoxetine ~5 days in 2019 for social anxiety (first psych med). Attributes sudden blank mind / thoughts completely stopped within hours of first pill; later stress-triggered relapse of blank mind + anhedonia; further crash after psilocybin. Unused PSSD fluoxetine BOTH (≠ known specialist-grape paroxetine / automatic-basil Prozac / Tomasz sertraline). Live Reddit 403; quote from search-index OP excerpts. Date ~Mar 2026 by Reddit ID between dated 1rjr4kn (3 Mar 2026) and 1smpp4p (16 Apr 2026).
Duration
Onset 2019 after ~5 days fluoxetine; ~1 year to first full blank-mind recovery with joy return; ~3 years well; stress relapse blank+anhedonia then partial plateau ~1 year; psilocybin crash July prior year worsened blank+anhedonia; still symptomatic at ~Mar 2026 posting
Recovery notes
First episode: recovered blank mind and joy over ~1 year via living/social push framed as anxiety. Stress relapse: partial functional improvement over ~1 year then plateau with lingering blank+anhedonia. Post-shrooms crash: worse blank+anhedonia; planning trauma/polyvagal/somatic approach. No full recovery claimed at posting.
Source URL
https://www.reddit.com/r/PSSD/comments/1rszwoi/recovery_then_eventual_relapse_thoughts/

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