Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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212-finessinit-bluelight-invega-lost-monologue-anhedonia

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So basically after first receiving this injection I was a vegetable, laid in bed all day, mom nearly had to shower me. ... Lost all internal monologue, eye sight in one of my eyes worsened, anhedonia, cognitive impairment, bad memory, gained weight (stomach, breast, face). ... UPDATE: My internal monologue hasn’t been restored yet. I could say maybe a little improvement, but I’ll stick to saying no improvement till I notice an undoubtable change. ... Unfortunately for me my sexual desires weren’t really affected, still “numb” but I do receive pleasure.
Cause
Finessinit (Bluelight Invega Sustenna v4 thread, unused page-34 post #667): four Invega/paliperidone injections; attributes lost all internal monologue + anhedonia (vegetable / bedbound) to Invega. ~1 year off at posting; monologue still not restored. Unused Bluelight person (distinct from known Mucky/maymay169 on v8.0 and rick182 MDMA).
Duration
Four Invega injections; ~1 year off at 28 Jan 2021 post; internal monologue still absent; energy/cognition partial improvement from months 6–8 off
Recovery notes
No full recovery claimed. Energy better than first 7–8 months off but not pre-Invega; monologue still unrestored (maybe slight); memory/cognition still bad; sexual desire 'numb' but pleasure present; voice still monotone. Prays for restoration; no named protocol beyond time off.
Source URL
https://www.bluelight.org/community/threads/coming-off-invega-sustenna-paliperidone-v4.894001/page-34

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