“It's actually disgusting how I feel nothing inside This nothingness is unbearable. Has anyone been this low and come back from it? Where you feel like your insides have been scraped clean and you've been chemically raped? There is no pleasure, no feelings, no thoughts just emptiness…. I can't imagine coming back from this”
“I got addicted to E.. Took lots through out the year and 3 on weekends… from then on it permanent damaged me and still feeling it 7 years later... My mind is empty.. I have no thoughts or feelings I…”
Cause: MDMA/ecstasy (E) addiction: heavy use over a year (lots through the year; ~3 pills on weekends). Attributes permanent e…
View case →“Over 8 months since my last injection , no improvements whatsoever , still suffer from severe anhedonia , no emotions , severe alogia , blank mind , can't feel substances , no libido , no interest in…”
Cause: Mucky: Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) long-acting injection(s); posting in Coming-off Invega recovery thread. Attributes…
View case →“So basically after first receiving this injection I was a vegetable, laid in bed all day, mom nearly had to shower me. ... Lost all internal monologue, eye sight in one of my eyes worsened, anhedonia…”
Cause: Finessinit (Bluelight Invega Sustenna v4 thread, unused page-34 post #667): four Invega/paliperidone injections; attrib…
View case →“i dont know how ill make it to june when this drug gives me anhedonia, no emotions, cant feel music, no motivation to work on my goals, no interest in anything or euphoria, no inner monologue, no ima…”
Cause: dengez (Bluelight; first-person quoted on Invega Sustenna v4 page-34 from earlier post 15061594): court-ordered Invega…
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