Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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Almost ten years with blank mind, brain fog, depersonalization, derealization… And I feel healed. Two days ago. I'm very happy. I feel alive again and willing, taking pleasure in the little things I've always enjoyed… I am taking Clonazepam and Paroxetine only. But I really don't know if it was the medicine
Cause
~10 years blank mind + brain fog + DP/DR (+ psychosis/delusions/social anxiety/depression history). At remission posting taking clonazepam + paroxetine; unsure if meds caused the turnaround ('feel better little by little'). Father has schizophrenia (fear of lifelong disability).
Duration
Almost ten years blank mind / DP cluster before Apr 16 2023 breakthrough ('Two days ago')
Recovery notes
Claims healed as of ~2 days before post: can think again, alive, taking pleasure in little things. Afraid relapse. Credits unclear—on clonazepam + paroxetine. No later update in thread beyond Jul 2023 peer clonazepam note.
Source URL
https://www.dpselfhelp.com/threads/i-can-think-again.108238/

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