Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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I have the blank mind symptom. It's like you are basically dead inside. There's no inner dialogue, feels like you don't have a brain… You feel like an empty shell. It's just sheer nothingness… I would love to be able to have a big cry and just feel some emotion for once.
Cause
depersonalization (~2 years); blank-mind symptom added on top of earlier dreamy DP/desensitization. Specific trigger for original DP not named in the posts fetched.
Duration
~2 years DP at Jul 2016; blank mind present at posting
Recovery notes
Trying to live with it. Wants to cry / feel emotion and can’t. No recovery update in-thread.
Source URL
https://www.dpselfhelp.com/threads/blank-mind-no-thoughts-no-inner-voice-no-emotions-3-months-on-feel-dead.54707/

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