Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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“On day 6 off phenibut I woke up and realized something seemed off, I couldn't feel anxiety anymore but I also couldn't feel any other emotions and my mind was totally blank. Its been almost 13 months since i've been off phenibut and after going cold turkey I suffer from extreme anhedonia,cognitive problems,sexual dysfunction and some insomnia. Over the last 13 months that ive been off phenibut I have noticed my cognitive problems getting better but the anhedonia/emotional numbness is still pretty much the same as it has been since getting off phenibut over a year ago.”
Cause
LongeCity first-person OP xxjx123 (topic 99163): heavy phenibut addiction (~32 g/day, 4x/week ~9 months; prior GAD) → cold turkey Dec 21 prior year (gabapentin/fasoracetam for WD). Day 6 off: mind totally blank + could not feel anxiety or any other emotions → lasting extreme anhedonia/emotional numbness + cognitive problems + sexual dysfunction. Unused phenibut-CT BOTH (≠ benzo 18tkwwu/1ta4pee; ≠ PT-141 119; ≠ known longecity 85219/91600). Non-Invega.
Duration
~13 months off phenibut at Jan 2018 posting (onset day 6 of CT ~Dec 2016/early WD course)
Recovery notes
Cognitive problems noted improving over 13 months; anhedonia/emotional numbness 'still pretty much the same.' Homotaurine ~2 months prior year no clear benefit; considering longer trial. Asking if PAWS; no recovery of blank+anhedonia claimed.
Source URL
https://www.longecity.org/forum/topic/99163-anhedoniaemotional-numbness-after-quitting-phenibut-over-a-year-ago/

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