Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
Not recoveredBoth symptoms clearreddit.com/r/dpdr

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“I'm just completely blank. … I don't even know who I am anymore... I'm just a body. I have no mind. My mind has shut down and there's not shit I can do. It's only getting worse as time goes on. This level of numb you can't put into words … No fun, no joy, no excitement … Each day is completely void of anything - no feelings, not even anxiety.”
Cause
r/dpdr first-person OP u/Complete_Meringue481 (post 1l5g8bo): progressive severe DPDR (panic remitted ~2y) → completely blank / 'I have no mind' + no feelings/emotions (void, numb, no joy/excitement). Unused severe-void DPDR BOTH (≠ 317 Desmond gradual; ≠ lifelong 311/312; ≠ AAA_battery). Non-drug-primary; non-Invega.
Duration
deepened over last year of multi-year DPDR; no panic ~2y yet blank+numb worsening at Jun 2025 post
Recovery notes
States only getting worse; complete loss of self/feelings/mind; no recovery claimed.
Source URL
https://www.reddit.com/r/dpdr/comments/1l5g8bo/i_live_in_a_complete_void_of_nothing_every_single/

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