253-myptsd-hlynur-weed-psychosis-blank-no-emotions

“Since then I've been completely numb with no thoughts at all, no emotions, just this blank robot that just is exists, I have no inside voice that other people have... It's like someone took the part of my brain that thinks and feels and erased it... pure empty, blank existence.”

Cause

MyPTSD reply hlynur (same 2012 thread): daily weed ~5 years + mushrooms; post-psychosis hospitalization → blank robot. Unused myptsd BOTH reply (≠ Thatguy OP). Non-Invega; cannabis/psychosis-framed.

Duration

Since psychosis hospitalization after years of daily weed; ongoing at reply (exact months not dated)

Recovery notes

States hope brain returns to normal but fears brain damage; tried weed again and felt pure empty blank existence. No recovery claimed.

Source URL

https://www.myptsd.com/threads/completely-numb-blank-mind-no-anxiety.22927/