Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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my mind went completely blank, no thoughts,no thought process, no imagination… I don't have any emotions either,I feel completely brain dead all the time… cant ever think of anything to say ever can't hardly think… the cause of this was taking lorazepam for two weeks 3mg a day and it fried me
Cause
Onset after ~2 weeks lorazepam (Ativan) 3 mg/day then stop, peri sinusitis + Z-Pak (azithromycin) with sudden right-eye/head 'pop'; also heavy cannabis concentrates (Colorado, ~1 g/2 days) beforehand. OP initially blamed lorazepam ('fried me'); later and doctors leaned infection/antibiotic/cannabis pesticides over benzo. Cause contested; blank+numb cluster clearly first-person.
Duration
~6 months at Jul 2016 posting; no OP follow-up found (peers asked Oct 2018, Mar 2022, Aug 2025)
Recovery notes
No OP recovery claim. Tried weed (felt briefly better then worse next day), exercise, fish oil, intermittent fasting; refused venlafaxine/Effexor. Neurology workup (MRI/CT/labs) negative; neurologist blamed cigarettes. Peer questions 2018–2025 unanswered by OP.
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https://www.dpselfhelp.com/threads/blank-mind-24-7.54631/

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