Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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Author: u/estigmene

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“i felt completely empty. no thoughts in my head, no feelings. i couldn't cry, not even a single tear (!) and i felt like i wasn't living, just existing. it was like my brain was on mute.”
Cause
r/antidepressants first-person OP u/estigmene (post 1mg6wwl). Citalopram (Citronil) 10, then 20, at one point 30 mg, prescribed for severe depression; says they felt completely empty on it. Says the change was not citalopram 'finally kicking in'.
Duration
About 3 years on citalopram, 'emotionally flat the entire time'.
Recovery notes
After the doctor added mirtazapine 15 mg (for weight loss), still on 20 mg citalopram while tapering: 'i have thoughts again and even passion', can cry again, 'i actually feel things!!'. Self-report. Not medical advice.
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