Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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“Neurologically blank is right on (for me,also). Apathy, anhedonia, and all of the rest do not quite hit it like "the electricity is just not flowing" does. Have tried everything to get the electricity flowing. Just blank. Not exactly void. More like a nuclear meltdown landscape, or a spot on a yard that got gasoline poured on it, and it does not seem to be coming back like Chernobyl is. … Ketamine helped at least relax my brain stem and midbrain for a couple of hours, but still the "nothing happening up here" constantly.”
Cause
r/TBI first-person commenter u/liventruth on 15uxsue (jwttkrp): neurologically blank + apathy/anhedonia (‘nothing happening up here’); antidepressants reportedly made it worse (off since Feb 2022). Unused TBI-thread BOTH commenter (≠ OP 336). Non-Invega primary attribution unclear (TBI context + prior AD).
Duration
ongoing at least through Aug 2023 comment; off antidepressants since Feb 2022 without resolution of blank state
Recovery notes
No recovery. Ketamine briefly relaxed brainstem/midbrain for a couple hours but ‘nothing happening up here’ constantly; still trying options (microdose, bacopa). Landscape metaphor of lasting damage.
Source URL
https://www.reddit.com/r/TBI/comments/15uxsue/apathy_anhedonia_no_emotions_etc/jwttkrp/

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