Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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“Personally, the first few months after were absolute hell. I slept all day. I wanted to do nothing. Good emotions were alien to me. I genuinely forgot what feeling alright felt like. … My mind was completely, and I mean completely empty. … I can't stress enough how blank my mind was. I could stare into nothingness and nothing would come into my head. Its been nine months of this post psychotic depression. … im starting to lose hope that i'll ever return back to my normal self. like my soul is completely lost.”
Cause
r/Psychosis first-person OP u/elenatheeboss (post w0mnqd): post-psychosis → completely empty/blank mind (stare into nothingness, nothing comes) + good emotions alien / forgot what feeling alright felt like / zombie / soul lost. Unused distinct post-psychosis BOTH (≠ 324 white_rabbit; ≠ 325 spottycow; ≠ 309 Rough_Builder; ≠ yh4hkj weab00). Non-Invega.
Duration
9 months of post-psychotic blank+emotion-loss at Jul 2022 posting (first few months absolute hell; still off/fraction of former self)
Recovery notes
Saw peers recover personality ~6–12 months; starting to lose hope of return to normal self. No recovery of blank mind or emotional range claimed at posting.
Source URL
https://www.reddit.com/r/Psychosis/comments/w0mnqd/loss_of_personality_post_psychosis/

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