Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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Your described experience is exactly how I felt under those meds... I wasn't myself, I wasn't alive... I tried to write down how I felt - I couldn't. I didn't know how I felt, and the words to describe my state just wouldn't come to me. I felt like a zombie
Cause
forced antipsychotics in early 20s after a joke was treated as schizophrenia evidence; dose increases; later switched to a 'less aggressive' AP until discharge
Duration
during the hospital stay (not quantified in days/months)
Recovery notes
Past-tense: 'Your described experience is exactly how I felt under those meds.' Implies the zombie/no-words state lifted after leaving; 'Never again.' No timeline after discharge.
Source URL
https://reddit.sentinel-team.org/posts/1vm6pp2/snapshots/2026-08-14T21%3A50%3A05.153241Z

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