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“currently have a completely blank mind, no emotions or motivation and my personality is none existent!”
Cause: 3 paliperidone (Xeplion / Invega Sustenna) injections.
View case →Author: u/Automatic_Basil_7075
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“I still feel so blunted.... I want to process and feel things, but I still can't... My cognition and memory is also very bad since the meds... I don't even feel anxiety and my my mind is so blank, I cant even ruminate anymore!”
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“This anhedonia and head pressure is killing me. Its literally like parts of my brain are completely missing and blank. I feel chemically lobotomized. My emotions, inner monologue, drive, dreams, hopes, its all gone. I don’t even feel anxiety or panic. Just nothingness almost 24/7... I took fluoxetine 7 weeks (including 3 weeks taper). Am off the meds for 4,5 months.”
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“This post will probably get downvoted but that’s okay. I want to share my experience as well, as it’s just as true as positive experiences. I (F,29) struggled with panic, anxiety, insomnia and high stress for 1,5 years. I was ruminating a lot and really emotionally drained. Had to take time off work to recover. I was in therapy for 3-4 months, but so desperate for relief that I agreed to start medication. It was not an easy decision to make, as I was very afraid of the negative effects it could have on me. On the other hand.. I was sleeping and eating so poorly for months due to all the stress that i did not know how to break the pattern and get some rest to recover. It was my first med ever. I started on 5mg fluoxetine last august and after 2 weeks I was upped to 10mgs. I had a really rough onboarding period with almost every side effect from the book (tremors, anxiety, headaches, head pressure, dialated pupils, blank mind, emotional numbing etc.). After a few weeks.. I knew this was not the right path for me. I wanted to feel my emotions and body in order to heal. I wanted to get this stuff out of my body ASAP. In consultation with my psychiatrist I went back from 10 to 5 mg (stated there 1 week) and went from 5 to 2,5 mg (stayed there 2 weeks). Then I went to 0. I used it for 7 weeks total, including this 3 weeks taper. I thought, because I only used it so shortly I did not want my body to adjust more to it, and because fluoxetine has such a long half life, I would be fine doing it this way.. boy was I wrong. It’s been over 7 months since my last dose and I still feel far from normal…. I struggle with […]”
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“I still feel so blunted.... I want to process and feel things, but I still can't... My cognition and memory is also very bad since the meds... I don't even feel anxiety and my my mind is so blank, I cant even ruminate anymore!”
Open post ↗logged as 27-automatic-basil-fluoxetine-blank-blunt
“Memory, cognition and blank mind: Improving a lot. More spontaneous thoughts, mental chatter and better memory. During the first 9–10 months, I barely had ANY thoughts, and my brain felt frozen, like stone. ... Emotional blunting and anhedonia: More sensation in my body, but my brain still feels numb.”
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“currently have a completely blank mind, no emotions or motivation and my personality is none existent!”
Cause: 3 paliperidone (Xeplion / Invega Sustenna) injections.
View case →“It's what I went through. I've recovered from it thank God through time and through eventually reducing the antipsychotic I was taking enough.”
Cause: antipsychotic (too-high dose); same blank mind / no emotions cluster as OP
View case →“I can FEEL again. Mentally, physically, emotionally I can feel... truly, i didn't have a single thought go thru my head... There was absolutely nothing behind my eyes. I lost the ability to think. It…”
Cause: 9 years of antipsychotics + SSRIs + mood stabilizers starting at age 17 after a DID diagnosis; self-wean over 2 months…
View case →“Does anyone feel like they have no thoughts, inner drive or creativity while on Risperidone? I also can't formulate thought or have no inner monologue. I feel like a shell of myself”
Cause: risperidone (on-drug at posting)
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