Blankedonia Databaseblank mind · numb emotions
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I don't really think or feel anything, im just in this very moment... Having a "blank" mind a lot. Not thinking about much or staring off... Anhedonia (gaming, music and art... now do nothing for me, no emotional connection).
Cause
isotretinoin/RoAccutane (Ireland) May–Sep 2017 (~5 months, peak 60mg); cold turkey; prior mild SSRI tinnitus noted; crash post-Accutane (PAS frame). Update thread: https://forum.propeciahelp.com/t/returning-user-devolution-update/52352
Duration
onset ~month 2 on drug; severe post-stop; housebound ~10 months by Jul 2018 (~age 20); still ill Feb 2022 (~4.5y) and Jan 2023 (~5.5y) with core symptoms
Recovery notes
Jul 2018 OP: blank mind + anhedonia/emotional blunting + DP. Feb 2022 (as Devolution2): still brain-fogged, on Brintellix for depression vs further emotional numbness; visual snow diagnosed; warehouse work. Jan 2023: coping better via short daily rowing/walking, simplified diet, friends — 'nowhere near cured'; genital numbness and other PAS symptoms persist. No claim that blank mind or emotional range fully returned.
Source URL
https://forum.propeciahelp.com/t/an-accutane-story-isotretinoin-long-post/30369

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